I had quite a hectic day with plenty of places to go. I finally reached Causeway Point and bought a pair of red shoes that caught her eyes, but she felt that it was too expensive and dropped the idea. What could I do? I wanted her to be happy, so I tried ways to squeeze out cash for it and finally got it today. To add on to it, I bought her favourite salmon sushi at 50cents each at the new outlet.
I met her around 4pm as she have to rush for work. I passed her the sushi and I could see the delight on her face upon sight of her favourite food. I asked her to face the other side while I took out her present(which is tucked inside my bag) and the look on her face shone when she saw the present~she told me that she kinda expected me to get this for her,but not today though =p looks like this surprise giving idiot is getting better!
Our 4th year anniversary is just round the corner and since she love Winnie The Pooh, I will put together a 3D puzzle of it for her and with a little personal touch to it upon completion~
We had a meal at PastaMania in Yew Tee Point and I waited for her to knockoff from work and we went to MCD at Yew Tee Point area for dinner although all she had was a large Hot choco and a Choco Diva Raspberry cake~oh yah~I had the new Black Pepper McSpicy~
All, but not least~the service at Metro Causeway Point was great as the shoes I got for Darlin wasn't the right size and when I called them, they gladly checked for me the right size I wanted and reserved it for me to be collected tomolo~I will certainly go back there for my shopping again!
Darlin~hope you had a great day today~LYFET~
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Went to East coast with Darlin again today(18th Jan) for some of her shopping as well as our bicycle time! Since I had just learn how to cycle 2 days ago, am anxious to utilize the skill so as to be good enough to be cycling next to Darlin.
All went well except for some mistakes, but soon I got into a bad fall and got abrasions on my arms and legs. Darlin was so upset and even began blaming herself for it, but I soon put a stop to that thought as it was my own lack of skill and complacency and got me into the mess. Darlin rode ahead to try to get medication for me after I washed my wounds and it HURTS! Haha! And well...no shops at East Coast park sells antiseptic and we decided to go to Parkway Parade for it.
We returned the bicycles an hour later due to my accident and I promised her that it won't stop me from the hobby and I will certainly come back again...with equipments to protect my stupid self~ LOL! We went to the Fairprice Extra for my medication as well as bandages as it;s nearer to us and we met this kind oldman who advised us on what to get. Darlin treated my wounds and I could feel the love and pain that she felt at the same time and it saddens me so. I MUST be more careful next time as I hate to see her this way.
We spent our remaining time with a meal at the nearby hawker centre and later to PWP where we had games at the TimeZone and MORE food at MCD before it was time to go home. She was still worried and insisted that I board the bus before she does and I guess Heaven knew her thoughts and mine ( I wanted her to go home early too ) as my bus came almost immediately and hers came right after. Darlin reminded me to change the dressings ( Thousand Island or italian? LOL! ) after my shower and I did. right now as am making this entry she called me =p am going to end this entry now. Haha!
Sorry to make you upset Darlin. Promise you that we will go back there for our cycling session soon! And...I promise you that bag too! LOL!
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
♥Angel within a Demon,,,or...vice versa?
I had been known to some friends to be a benevolent person who could forgive the worst of sins done to me, but I am too known to them for being merciless when provoked. Am not known to ever wield a blade or a firearm at anybody, but I kill with words and other silent methods.
All I had done to hurt others in the past was all in the past, but lately I realized that the Demon in me are emerging gradually and I will do strange things that I would never imagine just to get my objective right where I want it. Perhaps I should keep a closer tab on myself so that I won't go overboard? For example, I will normally sacrifice my own benefits just to make sure that others are well, but just earlier on at 17th Jan 2012 1210hrs I allowed the Demon to show itself for a little while and I managed to frighten myself with it...For my own happiness am willing to hurt another...it ain't wrong to think for our OWN happiness, isn't it? We hurt people everyday without even knowing...so am I at fault? I want myself to be happy and the one I love to be happy...Maybe I had been a Demon all the way and I had been hiding beneath the wings of an Angel or an Angel who had been struggling with the Demon within? What's done can't be undone..I will reflect on what happened,but...am sure that I am NOT wrong in wanting myself to be happy...
♥Done what I had thought was impossible...
Everybody knew Tom Cruise in Mission Impossible, but I did the Mee Siam Impossible today! I have a terrible sense of balance and people who knew me well knew that fact. Cycling had been an impossible task for me since the time I first tried back 20years ago =p
A miracle happened today when me and Darlin went to East Coast Park (after a long time) and she decided to rent a bicycle. We though of renting a kind of special ride,but that will cost us over 20 bucks! We gave up the idea of cos =p We settled for a single bicycle and she wanted me to try riding it. I had a few near falls and a REAL fall before I could start handling my balance on the bicycle...am SO happy! I applied the theory that she reminded me back months ago and there it is!! I promised her that we will each rent a bicycle the next time we go there!
Thank you Darlin, I won't know what I could be without you =3 LYFET~
Saturday, January 14, 2012
♥How will things be if...
I kept wondering abt a lot of 'what ifs' today...
What if I wasn't bored enough to go to Zone-X DBG on 18th March 2009? What if I wasn't such a big mouth as I am? What if she never smiled at me? What if we hadn't exchanged phone numbers and YET I gave her the wrong E-Mail address? What if I hadn't shown my attentive side to her due to pride? What if I had stayed adamant on the fact that we couldn't be together due to our age difference? What if I had never tried to get to know her better? What if I had never asked her to be my girlfriend?
Eventually a thought came to me...had I courted her nicely? What if due to that reason I had taken her lightly? What if I had subconsciously taken her for granted? What if...we had never started?
Nah~we had came such a long way, Darlin. But had you thought of all that I had though of today? Do you have any regrets for having to know me and thus what we are today? If things were to revert back to the past and we were given a chance again...Will you still choose to be with me? Will you want things to restart again? Things could never restart all over again and we knew it =3 but...will you like the idea of being courted again?
I love you Darlin~till the end of my time...LYFET~
Monday, December 19, 2011
Time flies slowly without darlin by my side to chat with me every night,but all I have to do is to just wait for 2 more nights as she'll be back on Wednesday afternoon!! Can't wait to see her again!! Haha!
