I had been known to some friends to be a benevolent person who could forgive the worst of sins done to me, but I am too known to them for being merciless when provoked. Am not known to ever wield a blade or a firearm at anybody, but I kill with words and other silent methods.

All I had done to hurt others in the past was all in the past, but lately I realized that the Demon in me are emerging gradually and I will do strange things that I would never imagine just to get my objective right where I want it. Perhaps I should keep a closer tab on myself so that I won't go overboard? For example, I will normally sacrifice my own benefits just to make sure that others are well, but just earlier on at 17th Jan 2012 1210hrs I allowed the Demon to show itself for a little while and I managed to frighten myself with it...For my own happiness am willing to hurt another...it ain't wrong to think for our OWN happiness, isn't it? We hurt people everyday without even knowing...so am I at fault? I want myself to be happy and the one I love to be happy...Maybe I had been a Demon all the way and I had been hiding beneath the wings of an Angel or an Angel who had been struggling with the Demon within? What's done can't be undone..I will reflect on what happened,but...am sure that I am NOT wrong in wanting myself to be happy...