Night time in my house...Again i made darlin upset as i managed to shock her and she curled up like a frightened kitten on the armchair in my room. I felt so bad as i gave her fear instead of giving her happiness and i cursed myself for it.I managed to clam myself down and later calm her down as well and things turnedout well afterall.I sent her down to the walkway near my blk where Gardenia(a cat) dwell and i set a promise to her that i won't frighten her the way i did again.I REALLY wish not to see that fear in her eyes again as i love her as i will to myself and would want to only give her joy.