Darlin came to my house amist the hot weather.We stayed awhile before going to the hawker centre for some cold dessert and later to blk19 coffeeshop for snacks of baked potato(wanted WHIPPED potato,but the man keyed in wrongly and darlin unhappy about it),french fries,onion rings and coleslaw.

We went to Shop N Save and bought a package of sour cream chips.We went home and stayed till about 6pm and i made for her a sandwich out of the mayo and ham that we didn't use last sunday and she warmed my heart with the remark that it taste good cos i made it for her.I sent her to the bus terminal and off she goes to DBG for her lessons.

This entry should be good till dad passed a remark this evening when he came home with his packed dinner.He remarked about why my room's door have to be closed at times.I understand what he meant,but the reason why i shut the door was because of the TV outside.I refrained from talking back as i knew it might turn into a quarrel.

I told darlin about it when she reached home(her HP went flat as i forgot to charge it for her earlier on)and she got upset and perhaps she might not come to my house again.I knew darlin felt unrest about the matter by the way we chatted over the phone and i went all out to pacify her,but in vain as her tone was rather hash when she wanted to hangup and rest for the night.I sent her a SMS to apologise and bid her goodnight though.Hope she'll forgive my imcompetence.I felt terrible and useless due to the fact that i gave her i should only give her happiness.I won't allow myself to hide the matter from her either...my mind is in a mess now...