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Monday, July 13, 2009
♥What's going on?
Why are things that have to go wrong all went wrong together in a single day?Am upset enough this morning and began to cheer up after going out with darlin.She did a good job making my day and I must really thank her for that.I want to be with her no matter what might happen as she's the one for me.I know am facing the bottleneck of my life now and she had been supporting me with her strong mentality~i never thought that a women like her will ever appear in my puny life.
Now comes my nagging...does it make me a flirt because i care for darlin's female friend?In my views,her pal is my pal and what's wrong with caring for my pal?Furthermore what i did was trying to clear up a possible misunderstanding.I had my line drawn properly now that I've a GF and I know very well that i won't cross that line at a knife's point!
A ghost of the past came back to haunt me after about 17 years.I thought that the ghost had been vanguished from my memory and I AM VERY WRONG about it!Those vivid scenes still replay themselves like a video in a loop play...I hate it...I don't want that memory in my brain...GET OUT!GET OUT OF MY LIFE!
Why are Human Beings such pathatic lifeforms?We are struggling to survive in this world and words of malice have to travel round to make our already painful life worse?I try hard not to hurt anybody even though I've an 'evil' tougue,but my words are not harmful...okay...I do hurt people sometimes,but it ain't out of purpose.I do apologise when I realise that my babbling do hurt anybody.I think I've to change somehow...change into a monster that ain't myself if I want to continue life in this distorted world.But...IF I do become the monster...I'll lose myself...all I can do now is to accustom to this sadistic world and live on as this pathatic lifeform as I am now...
Darlin...I love you and I don't want anything to happen to our fine relationship to ANYTHING.I'll strike down all problems and trouble that will come our way!
