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Tuesday, August 11, 2009
♥It's getting to me...soon...
I really have no idea how long can I keep things going with my current feeble mentality as changes came and went too drastically in my puny life. Just back awhile ago I thought things are going to be fine and it began to go haywire...I knew it! I shouldn't think that things are going fine AT ALL! Things TEND to go wrong when i began to relax in anything I do...that's why I don't allow myself to relax too much...that made me quite a tensed person lately.
Darlin tried her best to help me and I REALLY must thank her for the effort and I somehow became the source of her woe...YET I can't help her in any sense AT ALL! What should I do to make her feel better? That same question had been echoing in my brain(if I have one)since the haunting came and I have absolutely ZERO solution up here. I hate to push everything to herself with that self-proclaimed noble sentence of "I respect your decision"...I want to share her woes as she had done with mine...I felt so~~~~~~~~useless now. All I can do now is to work hard in my career as well as in our current relationship.
All these issues are s~l~o~w~l~y getting to me and I really have no idea when will be my breaking point. I surely hope that it'll never happen as it shall be my self-destruct button then.
Darlin~everybody have their own woes to tackle and we're fortunate to have each other standing by our side.Jiayou okie? Love you deep deep deep deep deep! I know that you lub lub lub lub lub me deep deep! LOL!
